Friday, November 24, 2006

the good news is that the pain in my left eye is mostly gone and the cut on my tongue is healing fast.
the bad news is that the pain in my right eye is caused my a small pimple-like growth on my lower lid. (yuck.)
plus, the blister on my foot is killing me.
mel, it's been almost nine years..
went to the adidas warehouse sale at expo this morning with the guys. i can't believe i actually bought a jersey for $25! lol. it was just so random. wanted to buy france though but i ended up buying spain because there wasn't any sizes left for france. the place was crazily packed with some people buying almost everything in sight. the cashier queue was insane too. after lunch at bk with them, i went to meet up with joy and jiahui and headed to marina square. bought a necklace from diva. sat down at macdonald's. we had 50cent ice-cream and fries. i ordered a mocha frappe and we had the intention to take millions of photos, but that thought was erased when we found ourselves so fugly in every single picture taken, especially me. my hair was wrong, so were my eyes and my skin. the only thing i felt great about myself today was being able to wear my new white shorts! after suffering from intense boredom, we decided to change our nail colour! i got metallic blue. wanted something more of electric blue but they didn't seem to have what i had in mind.. but oh well, this would do fine for now! was late to meet kw, claire, april, marcus, suf and rin at simpang. we ordered stingray and roti prata. they took sooo long to prepare the food! took crazy photos. they wanted to go to the airport for some ice-cream but i was broke and didn't feel like going and after discussing, everyone decided to go home.
why are you still thinking of him?
wanted to sit around at the park before going home to clear out my thoughts but just as i was contemplating in front of my neighbour's house on whether to do what my heart was telling me or to just go home, dominic passed by on his bike lol. embarrassed, i decided to forget it and head home. brother's classmates were in my living room having a project discussion. guess they're gonna stay over.
what you've been wishing for, it'll never happen..
had to wait almost two hours to get the computer from my mom as she was busy with work. i was on the verge of being bored to tears when my mum finally had enough of her work. my brother came up and saw the saosin cd i collected from hmv just now on the table (after six weeks, finally!). he not only pronounced saosin wrongly, he insulted them too (just because he doesn't appreciate this genre of music). that's not the end. he and his "team" are racking their brains to think of an idea of an online community of sorts for their project. he asked ME in an extremely unpolite manner for suggestions and expected me to offer some even after being so rude. he called me an 'ONLINE FREAK'. yes, in that tone. hello? who's the one in front of the computer almost three quarters of each passing day? and since i'm a thing, i don't think i would be able to come up with any constructive ideas anyway.
give up on this tiny hope. move on..
why is it that some people who i totally do not feel like talking to have to keep bugging me while some people who i am dying to talk to do not even give two hoots about me? how pathetic.
..but i don't think i can.
ARGH, STOP TALKING TO ME!!!!! NO, I WILL NOT GO TO THE ADIDAS SALE WITH YOU AT ELEVEN A.M. TOMORROW MORNING WHEN I ALREADY WENT THERE TODAY AND NO, I DO NOT WANT WATCH HAPPY FEET WITH YOU. I AM SO SORRY. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR GIFTS ALTHOUGH I TOLD YOU IT WASN'T NECESSARY AND NO, I'M NOT OBLIGED TO GET A BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM YOU EITHER.

God.. okay, sorry about that. i just couldn't take it anymore.
the butterflies in my stomach.. it's rare that they act up.
tomorrow's gonna be another stay at home day for me i guess. well, at least i won't be spending money. did i mention that i used my brother's money to buy the jersey during the sale? i was supposed to look out for any nice jackets and buy it for him but too bad, there wasn't any. he wouldn't even notice that he's still missing cash and i'm not gonna pretend that i didn't take any money, i'll pay him back in full soon..
all along, it's always been you i'm still missing.
damn. i feel like having macdonald's hotcakes for breakfast tomorrow(:

=): please end my misery and tell me who you are!
PRONTO!

three cheers for vanity - 11:57 PM