Saturday, August 05, 2006
Lies and masquerades
went to tm just now with jh, joy, suf and rin. played at the playground. lol. we sound like little kids but anyway, yeah, they spun us around the spinning wheels. hahaha we all got super high. i felt so dizzy and disoriented. it was so scary, i felt like i was going to fly off any moment and my hair flew so wildly as i spun lol. it was so embarrassing! so many people watched us. after that, we had dessert at the food court. walked around a bit. did window shopping lol. had fries for dinner. didn't really camwhore. then went home. emo-ed all the way from macs to the park outside my house. sat there for about fifteen minutes or so, just blasting music and staring into space.
why am i so stupid?
why is it always like this?
time and again.
i'm always getting all this crap.
a neverending supply of suger coated, honey covered, sweets of vicious lies.
fucking hell.
three cheers for vanity - 11:02 PM