Thursday, May 25, 2006

i never loved home more than this. haha. got back from camp a few hours ago. it was held at sarimbun camp. the one which i went to during primary five. it was a very vague memory.. however, i do remember the nature rumble and the river challenge. perhaps i remembered wrongly, but i think they added many new things? the toilets are still the same though; dirty and disgusting. i guess all camp toilets are like that. half of my group was pretty mundane.. i just had to be placed in different groups from jh, joy, claire and kw and put in the same group as __. why is it always the case?! so irritating. it's like as if someone up there is playing a fool with my life and feelings. making me so embarrassed and spaced out throughout the whole camp. i was mostly alone, by the way. being the eleventh girl, the odd one out. how sad.

thank God, i managed to sleep in the same tent as jh and claire. if not, i really would have died there and then. i attracted alot of mosquitoes, now i'm suffering from all the itching. it's like as if i don't have enough scars on my legs, they just had to add on to it. so ugly. shit mosquitoes. didn't get any good sleep either. was squashed up and i couldn't find any comfortable position to sleep in, so i kept waking up. it was bloody cold in the morning too. the instructors were all very nice to us. except one. ha, but whatever, the rest were great. i miss them already. i loved the campfire! it was super fun. almost everyone went high and did those retarded dances and sang songs. all the groups performed their cheer and item. my group won the best item award! it was really cute. a bollywood dance/skit.

now, i have to wreck my brains on what clothes to bring to london. leaving next monday.. or should i say tuesday morning. i finally bought a dress! it's beautiful. i love it. haha.
missing and still missing.. wishful thinking.
great singapore sale starts tomorrow! shop your hearts out.

three cheers for vanity - 4:42 PM